xeryfyn's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Birthday wishes and the Year of the Golden Snake HAPYY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! Wow, 24...seems so anticlimactic...as though I ought to know that life has been moving along with me, without me, within me...but seems to be standing still. It seems as though I am re-evaluating this past year and how far I have come. This time, last year, I was a nanny for two girls (7 & 8), finishing my student teaching practicum, dreaming of moving back with my boyfriend and couting down the days til I was out of school. I never thought for a moment that I would be here, in BC, away from home, but home nevertheless with my boyfriend, back in school contemplating my masters thesis...and counting down the days til I return to my hometown. I used to dream about writing and now I am writing more than ever, experimenting with old poems and new ideas, new genres and old themes...I guess I have some birthday wishes: (1) I wish my friends would realize how much I miss them and appreciate hearing from them. (2) I wish I was better at keeping in touch with them (3) I wish that the feeling i get from singing never fades with time. (4) I wish that I knew for sure that Dwayne would marry me (5) I wish that my relationship with him always remins full of passion and promise (6) I wish my teaching certificate would magically appear in my mailbox tommorow. (7) I wish my OD friends know how much I appreciate them and wish them well. (8) I wish I wrote as prolifically as some of them. (9) I wish I understood the path I am on a bit better. (10) I wish that all my birthdays are this low in stress and high in happiness... And so, I go...(the cake awaits!) 11:38 p.m. - 1/25/2001 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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